another step

growing up. i never thought that i would. being a little kid and wondering if i'd be a good mommy. dating those gross boys who had cooties that one day i'd be married to. leaving the home i never wanted to leave. living in a world i was comfortable with. age comes fast when life is great. before i know it, it's leaving me. change. new change. not old things that i love. new. i want to stay where i am for a little big longer. be me. not an adult that has responsibility. here it is; right around the corner. a new life. a new me. i am growing up and i am scared.